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sigh…

No, this post has nothing to do with the results of the elections or even the weather.

This is about me.

I feel sad.

I thought I might have blown things up.

Was it because of something that I’ve said/written or something I did? Am I too assuming? Was I arrogant? Did I ever go overboard; too much that I scared you away?

Maybe. Maybe not.

I don’t know.

But if I did, I’m really sorry. I didn’t mean it.

Don’t worry. For now, I would keep my distance, if that will be quite a relief for you.

Yet I’m hoping one day, you will still have a room for a second chance for us to know each other more and be good friends.

Who knows?

—-

P. S.

I haven’t told you this but I thought maybe you should know that seeing you smile is like enjoying ice cream under the heat of the sun.

 
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Posted by on May 11, 2010 in Buhay-buhay, Pag-ibig, Pagkakaibigan

 

my perfect fan

i may not be famous,

i may only have a spoonful of friends in my facebook account, and

i  may not have a lot of followers in this page and not even one on twitter,

BUT

i do have a perfect fan who claps in my simplest achievement (cleaning my room), who is always excited to tell stories about me to her friends (i hate it when she does this), who collects pictures of me since day 1 of my life until this very day and brings it with her everywhere she goes, who screams in so much laughter even with my corniest jokes, who loves to read my raw works which i often left unknowingly in between the pages of the books i read, who sees me beyond my imperfections and loves me even more….

my perfect fan, my ever- loving MAMA!

I can never thank her enough for all the love and sacrifices she has to endure for the family!

this song is for her.

The Perfect Fan 

It takes a lot to know what is love

It’s not the big things, but the little things
That can mean enough
A lot of prayers to get me through
And there is never a day that passes by
I don’t think of you
You were always there for me
Pushing me and guiding me
Always to succeed

[Chorus:]
You showed me
When I was young just how to grow
You showed me
Everything that I should know
You showed me
Just how to walk without your hands
Cuz mom you always were
The perfect fan

God has been so good
Blessing me with a family
Who did all they could
And I’ve had many years of grace
And it flatters me when I see a smile on your face
I wanna thank you for what you’ve done
In hopes I can give back to you
And be the perfect son

[Chorus]

You showed me how to love
You showed me how to care
And you showed me that you would always be there
I wanna thank you for that time
And I’m proud to say you’re mine

[Chorus]

Cuz mom you always were,
Mom you always were
Mom you always were,
You know you always were
Cuz mom you always were… the perfect fan

I love you Mom

HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY TO YOUR MOMS AND ALL THE MOMS AND SOON-TO-BE MOMS OUT THERE!!!

Video Source: YouTube

 
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Posted by on May 9, 2010 in Buhay-buhay, Personal

 

“I see you.”

Luxury sa akin ang manood ng sine at kahit sa DVD.

Kalimitan nakakapanood lang ako sa bus, tuwing nagbiyahe ako papapunta kung saan-saan. Pero minsan mas gusto ko pang matulog na lang kesa manood.

Ang huli kong napanood sa bus ay yung ‘Little Big Soldier’ ni Jackie Chan. Kwentong digmaaan tungkol sa isang simpleng mandirigmang nakahuli ng isang general na ang pakay nya sa paghuli ay para magkareward at maexempt na sa military service. Maganda, nakakatuwa, maaksyon at xempre nandun pa rin yung Jackie Chan na nakakatawa pero kalungkot yung ending, ang tragic kasi. Namatay si Jackie Chan sa pelikula!

 

 

Kanina (pagkagaling ko Mt. Olympus) nakahanap ako ng oras para manood sa DVD. Marami akong pinagpilian… isa na doon ang Iron Man 1. Gusto ko sanang mapanood ulit ang IM1 kasi malay ko baka sakaling mapanood ko yung Iron Man 2. E di madali kong marerelate yung 2 sa 1.

Pero nakatawag- pansin sa akin yung DVD na may mukha ng kulay asul na alien, ang AVATAR. Napanood ko na ‘to sa bus kaso di ko matapos- tapos kasi bago pa ang ending e nakakarating na ko sa lugar na bababaan ko. Para matapos na ang kwentong bitin, pinanood ko na ito with matching Boy Bawang at isang mug ng ice- cold Coke. (Ahhh! Sarap!)

 

Buong akala ko marerelax ako sa pelikulang ‘to pero BADTRIP ako nung mapanood ko. Di kasi ako umiiyak sa mga pelikula, pero kanina feeling ko isa ako sa mga Na’vi. Naiinis ako sa mga tao dun sa kwento. Totoo kasi. Minsan akala nating mga tao, alam na natin ang lahat sa mundo at nasa kamay na natin ang mga desisyon. Habang tumatalino ang tao, unti- unti nawawala ang respeto nya… sa kapwa, sa kalikasan at sa lahat ng bagay na may buhay. May ibang naghahari-harian at nagdudunung- dunungan sa mundong akala nya ay pag-aari nya. Umaabuso na din talaga ang mga tao. Wag na tyong lumayo pa, tingnan na lang natin ang mga nangyayari sa atin dito sa Pilipinas.

Ano na nga ba ang mahalaga sa tao ngayon? Power? Pera? Materyal na bagay? Kasikatan?

Nakakalungkot isiping may mga iba sa atin na nabubulag at tuluyan ng nagpalamon sa magnet ng kamunduhan.

Pero pwede pa namang magbago. Sana lang hindi pa huli ang lahat para sa atin. Sana.

Photo Source: The World Wide Web

 
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Posted by on May 1, 2010 in Buhay-buhay, Sining